Thursday, April 23, 2009

Where's the untrue to this?

"The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hairs.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes. Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not the facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows.
The beauty of a woman, with passing years-only grows."


answer: none, all is truthful and exact.

Monday, April 20, 2009

time, how great the dissapointment.

Weighing I down.
Drowning I deep.
Deep and down, my present long-time blissfulness now lessen.
That talk, my intuition alarmed I shouldn't. But the head is a stubborn head, that stubbornly ignores the dearest intuition.
From that being done, I got the truth. And true, that truth are thou not always pleasant , but it has made me content.
Thee said time would tell. If that's the case, time, you have failed me completely. Whenever this ear hears clock ticks, I am being reminded of what I despise, which is time itself.
Waiting was said to be a dread. I apologies if to cause you that.
But only situation and human nature are entirely to be blame. As I take too long and thee has patience of a baby with his milk.

Decided to only start thinking after the encounter of you and I, to see whether it was still the same before and after. The anticipation came to an end at last. The moment still swims freshly in my pool of mind.
At that present time, all I got are crisscross signs, where it pulled me to again extend the time where I am finally to be sure.
Time played a dirty game and look what it has done. How heavy.

Wish the best for us, individually.
Somehow, now and then the devil relentlessly whispers to persuade, so that I would wish things be better for me and not to you. But following the wish of a devil is a sin and sin I shall not.
We ought to surrender everything to time, despite my abhorrence towards it, I give in.
So yes, time would tell.




Friday, April 17, 2009

ill-fated

The things that I have feared, since that one incident, had occurred.
I know sooner or later it would come, it's just a matter of when.
Forced and told myself to believe that this doesn't affect me is a self-lie and total nonsense.
Lying is never my best qualities, thus my mind shouldn't be obligated to trust such a lie.


But I personally think that things are at it's best. It just happened without planned so I am convinced this is how things are supposed to be. I'm going to let this be a life lesson/experience that we fellow human beings will somehow undergo to gain a thing or two and also to acknowledge ourselves with the different categories of people that we may bump into during our period of living.
Even though I can't deny this melancholy feeling but not all good things are meant to end happy.
Furthermore, this wasn't a sorrowful lost as I have certain dissatisfaction, well not exactly dissatisfaction but more like a discontentment of how you acted and handled certain situations that did hurt me in a way , which I'm very darn sure you aren't aware of.


But none of this matter anymore aye? I can see that we are comfortable and more okay this way.
Yes friend, after 2 years of friendship, without a closure, we have moved on. I moved on.
And if you read this, which I bet you would, let it be tomorrow or next week or next month or even next year, don't bother to do anything about it as this is not something to draw your attention but it's rather just me venting out my thoughts/feelings and also as a reminder incase I forget.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

stoked? extremely.


Feed yourself here


update**

Watched the movie after waiting for almost half a year is a great contentment.

The movie, it does make me think of myself, my family, my friends, acquaintances, people who I passed by every day at the pavement, the person whom I sit next to in the bus and it even got me wondering about him who sat beside me in the cinema. In the dark room, filled with people, with only screen - lights glowing on our faces, my mind concentrated on both thinking and watching. For a moment I felt as if it was only I who was watching this movie and as if it it was only I that worry if this fiction that I'm watching would turn into a reality that we will all soon (maybe) witness.

worry, worry.

Its not just about a movie, its the bigger picture.




Friday, April 3, 2009

Tofu earth

A fragile, vulnerable earth.
Like a mother that take cares and nurture her kids, but in the end abandoned.
Whom gives and provides too much, but too often gets nothing in return.
But lucky that not all human beings are born with such ignorant attitude.
Our country had recently, for the first time, joined something that started in sydney about 2 years ago.
Here, the support weren't much visible. Tolerable for any new comer, but hope people would be more concern next time.
Now that it's becoming something worldwide, the earth can now smile a little and relax a little.


1 week before:





8.30pm