Sunday, July 26, 2009

Betwixt Ye and I

Bring me. Take me. Direct me. Lead me. Guide me.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

To dwell in what is well.

Lord, free me from this feeling would You?
I despise this feeling that tells me I'm somewhat responsible to ensure that the man is fine. Sigh.
If I were to listen to human pride, I won’t be bothered to even bother.
But I listen to my intuition of what’s right, and spilled the news to the man.
I’ve done my part. My role has ended.
I should now take care of myself and make sure that I am alright.
But why do I still feel what I presently feel?
Why do I worry about the man, whom is mute towards me, whom is adult and matured enough to understand and take care of himself? I have no answer.
Yes readers, I am slightly foolish I supposed.
Perhaps my human nature is to be blame, for I am the type of human who tends to treat people with a good manner even when they don't necessarily deserve it. And don't mention sympathy as I sympathize very easily.
But what’s done is done. I’m sure he’s going to be just fine. I wish nothing but good for the man.

And still Lord, this feeling I don’t approve. Help seize it. Amen

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I yearn thee, solace.

It's been exactly a month since I was trapped in a torpedo of depression and sorrow.
Now exhausted, I'm leaving that storm and wander far from it and find solace.
This heaviness, it would get lighter.
Those hard feelings, let there not be any.
We as foe? I certainly want us to shun away from that.
Friends are always better than foe, yes?

Like a kid, I'm running towards that nonviolent, sereneful fresh air I freed myself to.

"Time heals; time flies; time healed" - septemberlanguage

Monday, July 6, 2009

You 're draining every bits of positive molecules left.

How patient I was.
How tolerate I was.
How understanding I was.
How SANE I was.
and why on mother earth do I deserve this?
What do you take me for?
I was taken aback.

How unacceptable.

You 're draining every bits of positive molecules left in me.
You seriously are.