Tuesday, August 25, 2009

A being, being reckless.

This is related to my previous post here.
Since then, plans had been taking off smoothly on the highway. But now, let's just say that this car is continuing its journey on a gravel road.
The current state I'm in, expose this mind-book to a full chapter of unwise thinking that are capable of luring me easily into unwise actions.
Luckily enough, unwise actions I have not done. Its a struggle, as feelings of giving up, if put in a pot, are boiling at its highest point.
Even in all these, I know that I am going to do just fine as I know that I can depend to the One that would never disappoint and abandon. I am indeed very grateful and thankful.
Life of me now has opened my eyes. Made me realise things take I took for granted when I was so caught up with happiness that are proven bogus.
Therefore, I have no time to be in vain, no time to be unfaithful, no time to be proud. As only absurd human repeat their mistakes.
I know that Thy wants what is best.

Adieu almost-lover. Would ye always be missed?

Your fingertips across my skin. The palm trees swaying in the wind.
Images.
You sang me Spanish lullabies.The sweetest sadness in your eyes.
Clever trick.
We walked along a crowded street.You took my hand and danced with me.
Images.
And when you left you kissed my lips.You told me you'd never ever forget these images.
No.

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean.
I cannot drive the streets at night.
I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind.
So you're gone and I'm haunted.
And I bet you are just fine.
Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye my almost lover.
Goodbye my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you.
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance, my back is turned on you.

I should've known you'd bring me heartache.
Almost lovers always do.